It is I who over challenged
The Logos of the Universe
To test its limits
And I am sorry.
It is I who manipulated
Everything and everyone
To get what I wanted.
It is I who wrote the story
And I am sorry.
There is no story, truth is.
It is I who created a game
And I am sorry.
I wanted proof of my own power.
Soon, I received it, but …
But I became addicted.
I wanted more and more
… and more.
Now, my game is over.
There is no one left.
No one to hear my apology.
No one to grant me absolution.
I tried self-destruct … a million times.
Always return to the same barren place.
I don’t even remember it otherwise.
I don’t remember one, not even one name
Of something beautiful …
Something living.
Only these words I recall: “I am sorry!”
Let it be undone!
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… Green
… Blue
… Eyes
… Lips
… Breeze …
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Andreea Garden, October, 2015