the thousandth black swan ~ a poem of hope

I'd love to play with you but this game is too old and too corrupt like an endlessly rigged blackjack the house always wins. Outside this maze there lies a field and a sea ... I know, you cannot see! You have no choice But to trust in me. Stop! Don't pour white paint over … Continue reading the thousandth black swan ~ a poem of hope

I can’t remember a time not knowing you

I can’t remember a time not knowing you the way you make me feel the words you whisper my heart has forever known but my ears yearn for their sound … “I am never not with you I am never not closer than your most secret desires I am never anything else to you than … Continue reading I can’t remember a time not knowing you

One choice ~ a poem about nature of reality and choosing ❤️

What now? I ask. What comes next? Breathe. Close your eyes. What do you sense? Start slowly. What is here now? What sounds, what colors, what fragrances, what feelings? This holographic Now … where is it projected from? My mind? Your Now building blocks are always your yesterday’s strongest thoughts. Are they pleasing to you? … Continue reading One choice ~ a poem about nature of reality and choosing ❤️

Create Time and Space and The Next Best Thing

Some thoughts In the process of preparing the meditation workshop, I have come to ask myself “what do I love to create”. “Moments” the answer appeared immediately. It was the voice of my feminine self. “And spaces”, my masculine self replied. When at least some space in the mind is cleared, a (new) moment may … Continue reading Create Time and Space and The Next Best Thing

I, woman, create a feeling: authenticity

We are swimming in a sea of "attempts", incomplete ideas that our childish mind generate, plus the mess we make in the complicated process of "making them". But we keep on doing the same thing over and over. We refuse to change our minds. We refuse to ask for better minds. Unified, integrated, simplified, cleared, … Continue reading I, woman, create a feeling: authenticity